So it’s Reading Festival tomorrow and I look like an ugly dead fish who has been flailing around for a while in the sand, not an attractive look… What perfect timing. I don’t feel to good at the moment and I am also feeling very musically inspired. I wrote 2 songs today that I really like, but then my G string on my guitar snapped and missed my eye by about 0.5cm and so I had to stop and then my phone and iPad filled up so I couldn’t make any more recordings even after I moved onto piano and wrote the 2nd song. I like the songs I wrote and I feel motivated because me and my sister made some crazy goals and I’m determined to achieve them! It’s just there isn’t any romance in my life but hey I don’t think there ever has been… Just liars, cheats, games, mess, drama, playing, etc. I’ve had good times and bad but never real romance if such a thing even exists in the whims of some peoples minds. Not in mine. Either way, I’m not going to meet any attractive guys. And if I do, what does it matter they won’t talk to me or see me again. I don’t matter. Plus ok no one is going to want to talk to me the way I look atm. I look so bad and it makes me anxious to go out in public but I have to because it’s fucking reading and I’ve spent like £500 on the tickets for me and my friend and all the camping stuff anyone else going?
To wish you were someone elseKurt Cobain (via bl-ossomed)
is to waste the person you are.
Expect nothing and accept everything and you will never be disappointed.(via http://ift.tt/1tqTDD1)